Friday, October 9, 2009

change of heart

I had a little breakdown this morning. My husband got home at 5:30 this morning from work (that's 5:30 AM), the night before was 11:30, the night before 2:30 am. Then he is up early and off to work again. This is our every day.

I am so sick of this. GRRRR!!!!! We are on year 8. That's 8 years of this PhD thing. Did I mention how ready I am to move on? It seems that to keep my mental health, I need to have a small breakdown about this every so often.

I worked tonight, and one interesting thing is that as a nurse, you are allowed to see into other's greatest trials without actually being a part of their inner life. I had one of those patients tonight. I got to hear what the family is going through right now. And I'll take the 8th year of grad school. Thank you very much.

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